My "spiritual" history (what, in the life, is not spiritual?)  begins as a child who was looking at the skies and asking what is the  meaning of all this and why have I come here. The indicial all embracing pain of being separated filled my youth but did not lead me to a conscious search or any spiritual teacher. Rather I first studied science hopping to find the answer there. Completing my studies of engineering and serving in the army made me turn to literature and music and comparing my understanding of the humanities with that of science through philosophy. Understanding that this quest can not be realized under the normal conditions of career I dropped everything and went together with my wife to Spain to look for my spiritual roots, using a scholarship I got for Ph.D from the Spanish government to focus on the teaching of Cabbala. It was there I came across Guidance that changed my life completely.

My first spiritual teacher was illness. It was a breast cancer of my sister, with whom  I spent the summer of 1998 in hospital with, in chemotherapy treatments and who recovered completely since then.  This made me recognize the need to focus my search, understand this movie and free myself of it. I started by investigating that realm which is beyond death and learned healing and mediumship with an international medium called Jennifer Mackenzie. It was then that noticed this interior dimension that today I call  Guidance, which is like an aspect of Divine Grace we can appeal two and evolve consciously. It led me to books and people and is accompanying me since then. I also felt guided by a specific figure that was later identified as Haidakhan Babaji. From Jennifer I learned not to doubt the information that I received by means of the spiritual quest.  After multiple experiments I had to admit that science could not explain  it and that the probabilities would be are scarce. 

My third important teacher was Pablo de la Iglesia, a friend who suffers from multiple Sclerosis and who could manage this illness by means of the spirituality and naturopathy. For me he was an enlightened being and a gentle person before his visits to the ashram of Kalki and Ama and in South America. During a retreat that Pablo gave in our centre I surrendered to the Divine.  Through him I truly learned to surrender and today I do my best to do so wherever I am. When surrender is complete so is the Awakening. A good example is Ramana Maharashi, whom at the age of 17 surrendered to a conscious death. Today I teach people to surrender to the Beyond within themselves without the need of an exterior figure of spiritual teacher. It is perhaps more difficult but more safe in the long term.

But this initiation would not have been complete without the the meditation practices and the books that fell into my hands from a friend and by a teacher then called Kristof Aziz. He analyzed the evolution of inner states in meditation and their relation to the breath and went beyond any other teaching that I knew of at the time and I surrendered to it completely without meeting him. Through his work it was possible to understand quantum leaps in inner states and integrate the previous knowledge I acquired. When I finally met him, years later, it was evident for me that he was a Self Realized master, but that his approach did not coincide with my experience in the field of healing, understanding of Creation, the need to transform the subconscious mind before we implement any teaching of inner states of consciousness and in order to reach purity of the heart. I abstain from mentioning his current name or direct criticism of his approach on this website and respect his wish to stay anonymous.  

Among my other spiritual teachers there are many others that inspired me with their books and teachings when I was striving passionately to learn the Truth and understand myself. I can  mention Paramahansa Yogananda, Muktananda, Osho, Ramana Maharashi, Trungpa, Joseph Campbell, Sogyal Rinpoche, Arie Kaplan, Hazrat inayat Khan, Dadi Janki, Deepak Chopra, Robert Monroe, and many others, all of which enabled me to writen these words. Today my guides are trees and mountains, animals, friends,  my wife and  my children.   They are all part of the Giant Hollogram of Creation, projected from within,  in which you are also are included. I invite you to to be my teacher too.